The World Can Never Love

The world can never love.
While hate still lives.
There must be no pain.
Only healing to give.

The way to love is hard.
Full of hardships and price.
But it will come to its worth.
There will be hope to the nice.

No envy and anger.
No war that will never cease.
But kindness and care.
And life and peace.

This it what is hoped.
By the ones who want the hate to end.
But saying this is not the answer.
You must do what you can and never bend.

Perfect for you

Every days
I thing
you feel my absence
like i feel yours?

i may not be perfect for you
but i love you so much
what i most want is have you here
to say softly
only you
i will be yours forever

i tell you
what i feel for you
makes me feel free
my sweet love
my own life
my immortal heart

i may not be perfect for you
but i love you so much
what i most want is have you here
to say softly
only you
i will be yours forever

your strong power of love
makes me fly
may not be enough
but it is pure and true
and will be forever
and will be forever
will be i know

i may not be perfect for you
but i love you so much
what i most want is have you here
my sweet love
my own life
my immortal heart
to say you softly
only you
make me fly
and i will be yours forever

i wan to die

Ive battled with depression ever since I was a kid and its taken its toll on almost every part of my life. Ive also lost several of my really good friends and others Ive loved. Im not going to let it put me down though Im going to fight it with every single breath in me. I have one life to live, and I pray that I'll be happy about all that God has blessed me with.

i hate u..

11 jan.. kejaaaaaaa!! :DDD

besh.. ya jak ku mok pdh.. XD

lelah mok type.. :P

Ive had really hard times before,

And even now,

My heart is still hurting,

really, really painful things.

When i lose an important thing,

the pain still remains, and still hurts.

But, im still looking for her.

The one who likes me as i am.

The person only for me.

And i found her.

But finding her was the beginning of something more painful.

Even if i could do something, it was painful to be close together.

Seeing that person in pain, is painful.

Therefore i hid from that person.

I disappeared because i love that person.

But still, not seeing that person is even more painful.

Not being able to see that person again is much, much more painful.

I left her, because i love her.

Im leaving her because its for own happiness.

Its hard to fake smile,

harder to pretend its alright!

Should i end this..

End this life..

It mean nothing...

Nothing....

kmk syg nya alu2.. )':

vivien i <3 u



kmk bkn la mnsia nok sempurna perfek. kmk da ati n prasaan. mayb dh lama kmk x brjiwang . kmk da bru knal sorang pmpuan nk salu an kmk up side down. no matter what. sorang pmpuan tok xpande nak jemu layan kerenah. kmk ngakuk kmk nang jaik . ku ego. ku emo. ku selfish. ku bna2 la syg an org ya. cm xda word gik pat describe how much i love tat person. org ya buat lifes ku full with colours. org ya love ku bna2. and ku love org ya bna2 juak. mun blh ku mok an org ya sampe bila2. ku xmok jaoh an nya. sbb mun nya jaoh ku rasa ku n dunia tok pun jaoh juak. nya org yang plg terbaik ku pnh ada. ku plg syg org ya. and ku rasa ku xmok gik ada org pas nya. maybe mun la xjodoh skali pun, tp x mungkin da org sebaet org ya. mun da pun ssh nak jmpa. somehow , ku pun ati lom da pasaan gik nak terbukak k pihak len. gne2 pun kelak, ku bncik nya ka, ku rasa ku xkan bukak ati ku kat org len. ku akan menunggu mu...