i hate u..

11 jan.. kejaaaaaaa!! :DDD

besh.. ya jak ku mok pdh.. XD

lelah mok type.. :P

Ive had really hard times before,

And even now,

My heart is still hurting,

really, really painful things.

When i lose an important thing,

the pain still remains, and still hurts.

But, im still looking for her.

The one who likes me as i am.

The person only for me.

And i found her.

But finding her was the beginning of something more painful.

Even if i could do something, it was painful to be close together.

Seeing that person in pain, is painful.

Therefore i hid from that person.

I disappeared because i love that person.

But still, not seeing that person is even more painful.

Not being able to see that person again is much, much more painful.

I left her, because i love her.

Im leaving her because its for own happiness.

Its hard to fake smile,

harder to pretend its alright!

Should i end this..

End this life..

It mean nothing...

Nothing....

kmk syg nya alu2.. )':

vivien i <3 u



kmk bkn la mnsia nok sempurna perfek. kmk da ati n prasaan. mayb dh lama kmk x brjiwang . kmk da bru knal sorang pmpuan nk salu an kmk up side down. no matter what. sorang pmpuan tok xpande nak jemu layan kerenah. kmk ngakuk kmk nang jaik . ku ego. ku emo. ku selfish. ku bna2 la syg an org ya. cm xda word gik pat describe how much i love tat person. org ya buat lifes ku full with colours. org ya love ku bna2. and ku love org ya bna2 juak. mun blh ku mok an org ya sampe bila2. ku xmok jaoh an nya. sbb mun nya jaoh ku rasa ku n dunia tok pun jaoh juak. nya org yang plg terbaik ku pnh ada. ku plg syg org ya. and ku rasa ku xmok gik ada org pas nya. maybe mun la xjodoh skali pun, tp x mungkin da org sebaet org ya. mun da pun ssh nak jmpa. somehow , ku pun ati lom da pasaan gik nak terbukak k pihak len. gne2 pun kelak, ku bncik nya ka, ku rasa ku xkan bukak ati ku kat org len. ku akan menunggu mu...

hp ku knak curik marek =.=

hp ku knak curik marek..

boh kontek digi ku..

ya jak ku mk mdh.. mls mk kaka panjang2

to the girl once i love nevermore...

Sick of crying!! tired of trying!! yea.. i'm smiling but inside i'm dying!!

after a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love.

you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something.

promises can be broken.

just as quickly as they are made and GOODBYES really are FOREVER..

FCUKING LIAR!!

until I had nothing left.

Now you act as if I’m just a burden.

I’ve finally let go.

Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.

I’m done playing these games with my heart.

I’ve been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.

I’ve been swallowed by this wreck that you call your life.

I’m damaged from the inside. I’ve been broken.

Don’t threaten me with what you think I feel.

If you could read my mind you’d be in TEARS!!

I’m sick of your excuses you hold above me.

I’ve finally come to terms with what I am.

I’m nothing in your eyes, and this will not change.

I’m living in a dream.

And I’ll close my eyes, and dream of a better time.

when I’m finally past this and happy on my own.

I’ve done all I can, and I’ve still been cast aside.

All I ever wanted to be was be the one who would wipe those tears from your eyes.

But I guess I’ll play second best, to a world that will never care about you.

When will you understand to them you’re just another pretty face?

You’ll tell me that you care, and then run straight back to him.

I can hear your words of treason from a mile away.

You never did know how to whisper.

You FCUKIN liar.

Tell me the truth.

Do the world a favor stop cutting your arms,

and slit your throat!!

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a day to remember - heartless song... XD