Sunday, July 19, 2009

Sick of crying!! tired of trying!! yea.. i'm smiling but inside i'm dying!!

after a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love.
you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something.
promises can be broken.
just as quickly as they are made and GOODBYES really are FOREVER..
FCUKING LIAR!!
until I had nothing left.
Now you act as if I’m just a burden.
I’ve finally let go.
Stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
I’m done playing these games with my heart.
I’ve been around the world and back for you, and now its time to choose.
I’ve been swallowed by this wreck that you call your life.
I’m damaged from the inside. I’ve been broken.
Don’t threaten me with what you think I feel.
If you could read my mind you’d be in TEARS!!
I’m sick of your excuses you hold above me.
I’ve finally come to terms with what I am.
I’m nothing in your eyes, and this will not change.
I’m living in a dream.
And I’ll close my eyes, and dream of a better time.
when I’m finally past this and happy on my own.
I’ve done all I can, and I’ve still been cast aside.
All I ever wanted to be was be the one who would wipe those tears from your eyes.
But I guess I’ll play second best, to a world that will never care about you.
When will you understand to them you’re just another pretty face?
You’ll tell me that you care, and then run straight back to him.
I can hear your words of treason from a mile away.
You never did know how to whisper.
You FCUKIN liar.
Tell me the truth.
Do the world a favor stop cutting your arms,
and slit your throat!!
...........................

a day to remember - heartless song... XD

Sunday, July 12, 2009

DEAR I LOVE U^^


i laugh, i love,
i hope, i try,
i hurt, i need,
i fear, i cry, i mad,
and i know you do the same things too,
so were really not that different,
me and you...
dear i love u so much...