I was lying girl. I've been lying to you...

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl, it beats for two.
Because I got your love and I got these vices.

Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.

Ever since this began, I was blessed with a curse.
And for better or for worse I was born into a hearse.
I know I said my heart beats for you. I was lying girl.
I've been lying to you...

Everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own.
Everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me on my own.

Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.

Because everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me, I can't hold on.

Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, every word I've said.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I've said, ever said to you.

my pathetic life hahahahaha

my life wouldn't be the worst there is but i still don't think its the best life can offer.
it started about 1 years ago when i was 20 only a few weeks before my practical finish when my life changed. my father the one person i could really talk to accident and got cancer and still now haven't heal because the monsters in that crappy hospital didn't care enough. i have hated hospitals ever since cause it doesn't seem as if they really care. my life changed forever. nothing was the way it used to be my father would cry himself to sleep. my sister would cry. i would sit and not believe it was happening. the tears would pour from my eyes. i stopped talking to my friends . 'to many bad memories'. i was moved to a different form but they still would hurt me. i finally found a friend like me. a girl who felt like an outcast as much as me. we quickly became best friends. because we both each other. my life seriously makes me feel like i m worthless. but just because life has been bad dosent mean its me who causes it. so what do you think of my pathetic life...to be cont

"it's always wrong to hate, but it's never wrong to love."

i don't believe in hate.
i love to be happy & smile as much as possible.
i'm a very nice & honest person.
i'm a very sensible realistic person.
i won't believe anything unless there's proof.
i don't do drama so save it for someone who cares.
whatever you have to say about me will go in one ear & right out the other.
i do whatever i want & i don't care what people think of me.
i'm shy around people i don't know.
i'm smart when i need to be but most of the time i'm a total idiot.
i absolutely can't stand liars & fake ass people.
i'm a perfectionist & a neat freak.
i have major trust issues :/
i worry way to much about stupid little things.
i get over things quickly & don't hold grudges.
if you want to know anything else, you know what to do.

love me or hate me<3