I hope you realize
Has been deserted,
And you have been left alone.
And your dreams
Have been rejected,
The ones you had of us,
So frequently,
Are no longer possible with me.
Even though you have
Broken me,
You do not care.
I know why,
Even if you think I do not.
I can see through your lies
That you told me
So frequent.
But,
Because I Love You,
I believed you
I was a fool
I believed your lies,
As you told them
But said to others
The exact opposite.
“Why,” I ask,
So frequently
But, you say the same
“I do not know”
That you told me,
When I worried
About You.
I did not care,
However,
That you were lying
I should have seen it,
And stopped it
And left you
Even though
You told nothing
But lies.
And you broke me
Threw my heart,
In pieces
Out to sea.
And now
As I have done
So frequently
Swim,
500,000 miles away
To the shore,
With the pieces
Of my heart,
That I could find.
And I walk
Walk away from the dream
The future
The life
That I had had
For us
And only us
But yet,
As I repeat,
You do not care
For you left me
Long before I said
Goodbye,
Long before I thought
Goodbye.
So frequently
I think about
What I could have done
Could have said
Could have Changed
I could have said
I Love You
Every day,
Not through text
As I have done before,
So frequently,
But out loud
Every time we hugged.
I could have shown
The world
What I felt
That
I Love You
I could have shown you,
And proved it
But,
You left me.
And as you read this,
I hope,
I hope you feel
My heart breaking,
How you saved me
With lies
I Hope
Your heart breaks
Like mine
Still is breaking now,
So frequently.
And through
This poem,
This story,
I hope you feel
What you felt
Before you left me,
Twice.
I hope you learn
From your mistakes
Not mine
Mine are mine to hide
Or show
The world
As I please.
But you?
You choose to bury
Bury them deep within
Your heart
The one
I hope breaks
And you hide
Your heart
So no one can break it
So no one can steal it
This is why
You Hurt Us
Without meaning
Without knowing
You Hurt Us
Each of us
Over and over
So frequent.
Us
Who Love You
Who Care
Who will put
Our lives to a stop
To help you
To Care For You
We will hurt ourselves to
Help You
But,
In return,
You break us
Each of us
One By One
Over and over
Without any
Second thoughts.
I,
I have been called fool
For not leaving you
The first time
And believing you
When you said
You love me
So frequently.
But
When they asked,
“Why are you with her?”
I simply answered
“I Love her”
With all the
Little pieces
Of my heart.
And you?
You still have
What pieces
Of my heart
That I could not find
And you will keep them
Until someone,
Who does not find me useless
Who does not mind my questions
Who Does Not Lie
Or Cheat,
Fights
Fights you for
The rest
Of my heart.
But,
I will not find
Such a person
Because such a person
Does not exist
You,
You lied
You cheated
So frequently
And it broke me
Broke me every time
Every time you
Lied
Cheated.
You say you didn’t mean to.
I think
You knew you were
But did not care.
So,
I will not find
Such a person
Because if he exists
I would have found you
Already,
But,
I found
You
And,
I Love You.
So,
I will be alone
Now,
Forever,
Until someone,
Like you,
Comes along
With the guts
That you had,
To break me
And never stop
Breaking me.
But this time,
I will not stop
My friends,
Who I live for,
From hurting you
I’ve stopped them now
For you
Because I still love you
Because you’re the reason
I’m still alive
Here,
Now,
You’re the reason
I’m still
In this state,
This
@#!*% -hole of a place.
And now,
As I’m dying
I Hope You’re Happy (because im not)
You’re the one I let get away
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